Free Choice: STUCK

Consumed in the darkness
Wet with my tears
Never to see the light
Inwhich God created for me
The earth I'm on no longer
has me...I am stuck
in time, the time full of
lies and evil
growing and
taking me down to the lonliness
with no love or comfort
But strong hate I am with
Why, Why, May my Life be as twisted
as the words I express
Is this it? Is this what is planned for me?
Was my life drafted to never be published?
Shall I die for nothing. It will be the same
May I pass to feel better of worse
The only word I can say is
Bye
(None of this is relevant to my life but just a flow of thought)
©Reagan DeSantis2012

Because my MOM makes me write in my BLOG!

Yeah...School is starting and I am NOT excited!

This year for the first time I am not with my best friend for any of my classes. It makes me feel sad because we have been in all the same classes since 2nd grade. 

Okay so, Noel showed me something so funny...I was laughing so hard. This happened in class and because I was laughing I got in trouble...I love her even when I take the blame for her craziness! 

Noel and I take dance together. We have for years. This year I am hoping to do all dance and have beein working to raise money to do it. My goal is to reach $1,000 and so far I have made $140.
I paint rocks and sell them on my moms etsy store and her face book page.
So, This summer was GREAT! I got to go to a lot of place without my mom. I got to ride my bike with my friends and go swimming and do stuff. It was awesome!

Noel is my best friend. She is sometimes hyper. She is really happy and always makes me laugh. When we do sleepovers we usually keep up her whole family because we are laughing so loud! I love having a friend who is helpful, loving, hysterically funny and is just the best friend I could ever want! 

Noel & Reagan...BFF 4-eva!

Broken Dolls: Sereda Danceworks June 2011

Carol Sereda Dance Works. My Dance School...find me!

LiFe...

From your First breath to your last...Remember to live free spirit and to keep your chin high.... Through thick and thin from the ups and downs be happy you don't know when god may take you...Be kind be wholehearted and to always be positive!SMILE

Good morning world!

Good morning!
That is so funny!
I want to still be sleeping but instead I am getting up and going to school
There is MCAS today which is a bummer because it takes a long time! I get so bored!
I have decided to wear my new pajamas to school today so that I will be comfortable during this ridiculous MCAS!
I am so tired!
Get up!
No!

come on, get up!
No!
Am I wearing this right now?
Am I not wearing this?
Okay!
Om my Gosh!
These are too big.
I am going to be fine!
What?This sweat shirt is too big!
I don't want to wear it!
I am doing something!
I am putting on my shirt!
Good!
I do NOT want you to write that!
what?
You know!
Well, I got to go!

Peace

I Grieve...♥Stephen♥

No!
NO!
No DON"T TYPE THAT!
I'm having cheese pizza. My mom & I bought it at Stop & Shop after Ballet tonight.
I love Pizza!
Um...
I don't know
I don't care
I don't want to talk about how sad I am!
Because it is too sad and depressing...I DON'T WANT TO THINK ABOUT IT!
I don't know about prayer any more.
I am annoyed!
I am PISSED off at CANCER!
I don't want to talk about it!
I SCREAM!!!

live like it is your last day of your life because you could die with out living.
ITS NOT FAIR!
Dear Stephen,
I am sad you died. I wish you could have lived longer.
I love you!
Rea

Pictures I took because well...I am grounded!

 Due to some poor decision making I will be grounded from the computer until March 2nd.

 My Mother grounded me....

 I am keeping myself busy by cleaning and doing chores and drawing and well....anything my Mom asks me to do I am doing.

This is my first time being grounded.
My mom says it is something she has to do.
I agree ...sad face
bye
Rea

A Free Scare♥

I was sitting on my bed. My cat Free jumped up and he sort of fell on his tummy. He cried and it seemed like he couldn't move his arm. So, I thought he broke something!!!
He was meowing in that way that a cat meows when they are hurt. I got really scared!
I immediatly started crying. I couldn't catch my breath! I was screaming for my Mommy!
My shirt is soaked and stained w/ tears!
Free is really fat and I fear his weight puts a lot of stress on his legs and it is possible for him to break a leg!

I ran to my MOM! MOm, Mom! I yelled...Free is hurt! I swiped away the flood of tears!
My mother ran to my room to check on Free.
He was standing up and just jumped off the bed and walked away.
He was fine.
I think he just had a cramp!
Man, being the Mother of an overweight cat is sometimes hard, stressful and seemingly complicated.

WHEW! Thank God for little miracles. I love my Cat disgustingly! I even threw up a little in my mouth! ♥

Oh Fat Free...My Baby boy!♥

I feel so sick,
No,
STOP!
Hey, say something else!
No, I'm not talking.
I am going to bed!
There that is what I am saying!
Where is Free?
There you are pretty Baby!
Come here....Come on!
Come here Fatty!
You beautiful baby..Stop rejecting me!
Lets go...to bed!
Free...I mean, Oh my GOD!
No, Oh my Goodness!
Thanks a lot!
Wow!
That tickles..Free, Ha HA HA
That is funny!
Don't write that down!
G'night! ♥

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Reagan

End of Summer~ A Return to Blogging!

Hey this is Reagan!
It has been a fun summer. Now I am going to get back to blogging.

My Boy Fat Free...

He should think befor he speaks!!!

                                      He's back, I'm not... I'm still frozen in the past,
                                         he goes farther yet he stays and does it over and
                                    over again,not liking his site in my eyes but I still love,
                                       
                                       I know every  word any sentence he strukters (structures) and
                        creates in his mind is a lie... still I love some thing somebody
                                             that isn't true...
                                       

                                                                -Reagan
                                                                            Tell me the truth...Please